4eversasuxsaku

As my tears hit the floor with a soft thump to the ground. I realize that your gone and there's nothing I can do about it. You left me standing here by myself, waiting for you to return. With what little hope I have.I don't know if I'll forgive you ever again, you tore me down watch me lay there helpless on the ground. When I needed you the most when, you left that day I'll never forget. That's the I grew up and learned life isn't always perfect.

Remember this I am the one who will not let anyone touch my loved ones. You may try to hurt them put you got to get through me first. I may be small and quite if you don't know me but if you really know me you know that I'm protective and loud. I am not weak when it comes to things. so if you try to touch my loved ones you better know who your talking to. Try to hurt them and you'll see the real me.So just remember you know how it feels to protect the ones you love so just imagine anyone trying to hurt them then you'll know what I'm talking about. How you won't let them touch them or hurt them.  

Who am I when i look into the mirror I don't see my reflection I see somebody else somebody whose weak and doesn't Know the meaning to laugh or to love just the meaning sadness, no happiness just the known of being sad and all alone nobody to look after her. But she doesn't realize it how much her friends love her and care for her, they would do anything to protect her from being hurt just as she would do for them. This girl needs to realize and bloom before something terrible happens to her, that could have been prevented from ever happening to her.Now when I look in the mirror I see me the girl who loves to laugh and have fun,who loves but

Is it alright for you to use me? Is it alright for you to say you trust me but don't because I messed up so many times before? Is alright for me to want to shrivel up and die? Is it alright for me to want to get shut out from the world and never come back? Is it alright for me to feel anger at everybody for what they have done to me? Is alright for my tears? Is it alright to not want to care anymore? Is it alright for me not to care anymore? Is it alright I guess I'll find out how it is.